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by suemom
Thu Oct 06, 2011 2:13 pm
Forum: Spouses of S~x Addicts
Topic: Yeah!!! Phone meeting helps with Isolation! Woohoo!!
Replies: 0
Views: 1757

Yeah!!! Phone meeting helps with Isolation! Woohoo!!

I am an extrovert. I am open about my feelings and struggles. Except for this one. Secrets are torture for me. I have a big hurt and I get to suffer alone. I feel as though I have been in a prison cell in the "hole" (isolation) and I heard all these other women voices that are (or have been ) in pri...
by suemom
Sun Sep 18, 2011 11:43 pm
Forum: Spouses of S~x Addicts
Topic: Isolation is stinky..
Replies: 1
Views: 4639

Isolation is stinky..

I can't think of one person to trust to talk to about my sorrow and grief that I have over my husbands p~rn addiction. I am looking forward to the phone meeting on thursday and hoping I can attend. I am also anxiously awating the FHTH book to come in the mail. Hurry up already! :wink: I know I am so...
by suemom
Sat Sep 03, 2011 12:12 am
Forum: General Discussion
Topic: Loving Myself
Replies: 3
Views: 4007

Jody, This is the second post that I responded to tonight and they were both yours! :D You said so much of what I would say. Thank you for saying it. I feel more understood to see how familiar your words are. Yeah for you , and how far you have come! :D I struggle with this self-love so much, and th...
by suemom
Fri Sep 02, 2011 11:54 pm
Forum: From Heartache to Healing
Topic: Chapter 1: Where To Start
Replies: 3
Views: 3933

Dear Jody, Thank you for your inspiring words about recovery. I am emotionally stuck and I so enjoy your posts. I just ordered this book. I wish I could find someone to talk to. I haven't told anyone, and I loose sleep. I have lost a lot of motivation to just function. I am very heartsick and depres...
by suemom
Thu Sep 01, 2011 10:30 pm
Forum: Spouses of S~x Addicts
Topic: Back again
Replies: 2
Views: 1975

You are right, dear mabs. I guess one of the hardest parts is the self-esteem inadequacy issue. I have never seen myself as pretty. I just accepted the fact that I had other abilities and just hoped that my husband was the one that found me attractive. This is such a slap in the face. It is mental t...
by suemom
Mon Aug 29, 2011 12:43 pm
Forum: Spouses of S~x Addicts
Topic: Back again
Replies: 2
Views: 1975

Back again

Hello friends. I am glad you are here and that there is this forum for me to turn to. 3 days ago I found p~rn on our computer again. This is the 5th time in my 16 year marriage. And yes, I am keeping track. Keeping track in the sense that it opens old wounds and hurts longer and deeper every time. W...